The Past

You Are Red.

I put my head phone up
with all the rhythm and beats
and I am ready to take part
in your one enchanted life


let me in, let me in
today are perfect to begin
let me in, let me in
don't leave me hanging on another spin


I am having trouble sleeping
cause you just kept me thinking
your smile prevents from any lie
which simply makes me fly


let me in, let me in
and we will go with the wind
let me in, let me in
yeah, you are my sweetest sin


Oh please, set me at ease
spare me, let's have some feast
hey, hey, just finished what you've started
it's just the same like I've wanted
to stay together.
forever.






{Pssst, I saw you in red, and by the way that's mad
Ah, you are just the perfect wet, on a blazing Sunday bet}
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Life Might Just Imitate Art.

I do not really keen on talking topics that very happening nowadays, but there is nothing wrong to give it a try. First of all before I actually start anything, I want to say I am very extremely sleepy. I should be in bed, again, but here I am. I should off to bed, I am so sleepy. Erm, I have not get the courage for mentioning any swears here, even though my tongue or technically my finger, were crazy to write it down.

One ordinary afternoon, I hang low and watched dvd, the air conditioner was slightly cold makes me want to blend with the blanket. Suddenly, my bed began to shake, I thought there was some spiritual being tried to disturb me. I straightly went outside, where my brother played his Nintendo. he still laying on the sofa, then asked "Was it an earthquake?" I was wrong then. It was not a ghost or any spiritual being. For the record, I currently stay in apartment, on 21st floor to be exact. High one, eh? So try to put your self in my shoe, the early shake was medium one, I still figuring our was I in drunk attact or it was an actual earthquake. Okay, within 5 seconds my nerve got that. It was an honest earthquake. I striked by a natural disaster in 21st floor high apartment. Oh-god-this-an-earthquake became to OH-MY-GOD-EARTHQUAKE! the vibrate getting stronger, just like you were on a vehicle on theme park. but I am on my apartment for heaven's sake. The building was exactly moving right to left. Moving guys. Yes, Moving. Move. Moved. Do not ask me what I was thinking at that time, I thought about everything, literally. Future. This. That. God. That bassist. and you maybe. it was deadly scary. I shouted for my dad. IT WAS A GRACE my dad's around. Should I run? Should I fly? Should I stay?
WHAT SHOULD I DO? the biggest question ever. I panicked, again, literally. I held my brother and dad's hands. Tightly than ever I could held anybody's hands. astagfirullah. astagfirullah. those 60 seconds feeling was absolutely terryfiying. Never been on a crime scene before, and once it's enough. I just wish it stopped.. which it was in another 5 seconds. Anyway 5 seconds feels like two hours. I am running out of words. I am speechless.
My heart beat somehow faster than when I was about to meet my crush. Maybe way worst.
when it end, I still have to manage my self for stop shaking. it was scary. scary and scary.
to be honest, it caused me some sort of trauma. Picture yourself when you are on twenty first floor.
Okay the point is, God has the mercy. If you could still read this, god give you another chance to live. Don't waste it. We are very lucky.

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Because I Know, I Would Not.

I let the machine loading but it wont move, when you read this prolougue it means I do not have direction where thin one gonna go. When I got things roughly travels in my head I turned on the loudest song, but when I concsious I turn it down. Currently text messaging with my friend, but the keypad were so uncomfortable, but still usable so I held my thought for buying another phone. Eh, I have not tell you, My O2 phone, Austin, has recovered from it's illness. I could send message again, finally. but I ran out of token, or credits, or pulsa. I had the first time ever, 0 rupiah. And it was cool.
Having less sleep everyday been unavoidable habit. not a good one, I will stay awake without any special reason. and get sleep or fell asleep in not-a-right-time. I slept in class earlier today, thus, it felt so good. I could not barely opened my eyes in the morning, my hand had the duty for keeping my head up. I was extremely sleepy.
In a week there must be either one day or two, I did not go to school because of the lateness. Ah, somehow it runs in my blood. Just like now, it is nearly mid night and I have not check whether there is or no homework, this is what I do. Hate it? screw you.
Mmmh, Social interact has cost difference interpretation. when I put an update this or that, someone may caught it wrong and started a fire. That is why I got sick of social site. In any kind. I was not looking for any trouble but somebody got it wrong. I hate feeling guilty, even though it might be was not my fault or what ever. I just hate any conflict. better to stay out. of. it. I do understand, judgement could come up in a second or minute, it does apply to me too. That is why I said, being fair is not easy. It may looked easy, but Lord, it is hard.
I have not seen few faces this couple of weeks. Just been around school. I miss few faces, honestly. I pour some water in to my glass, and I reminded to someone. Someone I would like to see, but in the matter of fact, I am alright not seeing him. and my dad was not on his right mood for letting me go home late because of a over-the-top conversation. a definite mood charger.
Shoot, I need that. I am not in a good mood for MJ's sake. Gah, monthly probs for girls. I shut my mouth and gone then. Au revoir.

yahhhh trick.
Christoferisaddictive, and he says hi
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JKnoxville


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Helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo September!

meet Johnny Knoxville. He's a jack ass. probably I would think twice to marry him, because.. he's a jack ass.
but how in the world I could deny his... presence.
He has the courage for doing dangerous thing that, maybe, every parents hate. LOL
He is bad, but drop dead cool. by the mean of drop dead, yes, drop. dead. I have no idea which side should I be. Girls do loves bad guy, though :p
anyhow, just meet him, he is a hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot jerk.

Haha Dumbass Pictures, Images and Photos
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Tell Me Something I Don't Know


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my car was overheat that day. and it pissed me off enough. and it's frigging hot day.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMIL"

she's the one on the left, with cream sweater and a jeans. we had a great pizza for real. and superb pic for sure.


and fyi, I don't own any bb. I don't do bb. so stop asking me bb pin ;)
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Pour Me More!

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"Happy Birthday Andra!"
there's no cake involved in this surprise because we're all fasting, but we still had raw and rolling fun. they're the best bandmates ever ever ever ever ever ever after.
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I Can't See Much of a Future


I found a draft that I have not post yet, this was weeks ago after I watched An Inconvenient Truth.
There is a huge issues, and it still is, not was. Yep, Global Warming
I wondered was there anything I could do to, at least, save this world. There must be something else I could do besides sitting down here,
So I assume, my blog probably will be read by few eyes, and they might see what I aim for.
Okay first step, turn off every electricity in your house when it is not necessary to use. remember to unplugged everything on your stop contact while you're no longer charging.
Don't eat with Styrofoam. Don't waste the water.
Don't just think about your self.

Nothing's ever easy,
it always need process.

Here's a prove:
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I guess it's never too much to loving someone like today.

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I came up with this pictures somewhere I could not remember.
This is superficially so me.
Cool isn't it? Actually I need something loud, very loud. But today I randomly searched best Love Songs. I know it does sounds lame, I found notes in my phone months ago a list of songs I need to download from an article from magazine about best love songs. Okay, whatevs.
But late 70's-80's bands are growing on me recently,
okay Theres a light that never goes out by The Smith practically kick ass.
My generation by The Who is absolutely wicked! I go youtube-ing and I found My generation (LIVE) in Las Vegas around 2006, The Who reunion and it was mad rad!
there are a lot more so but those were top 2.

Hmm, what else. Oh yes, My phone was ill. I could not send any message through it, and I got very, very, very lazy to took care of it. I am so so sorry for all the not-yet-replied message.
Things are very fine. Just needed more positive energy surrounds.
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