Sudden noise is terrifying. As harmless as possible, surprised the heart beat in the middle of the safe silence. Thoughts are flying without a pair of wings, leaving this very mind alone, wandering relentlessly. Solely drowned between no answers; questions are unforcedly hanging by a feeble thread. All woozy and stubborn, patience slowly wearing thin -- and so does the vague bliss last from last weekend liberty. Actions, no matter how tiny and plain it formed, are highly required as much as needed in the same second.
Jealousy decided to join the party for no one with no invitation, shutting ears from three minutes painless medicine that used to hummed in various range of key notes, in a very hard trial to stay busy with nothing is four steps closer to a desperation. Gesture of touch goes sore by the throat, painted in drought. If this going in constant motion, the possibilities of switching basic point of view are high, higher than pine trees which deserve to put in active warning.
Mistakenly typed something that nudge the very heart and mind awkward enough to fool few seconds of promising scents. The second attempt fortunately fulfilled the previous purpose; saying, "I am too far from usual. I think I lost the direction of time; both to sleep and eat in random hour. Thus, only follow the mood swing which sometimes innocently right or the other way around." Applying the far away neighborhood time zone on daily agenda, become unavoidable. Again, the page still remains the same page. The first page where everyone, everyone with no exception, still in confused. Running out of supply for fresh, neat ideas. As one word unwillingly lost its meaning.
But at the end, eventually, I am very much aware & thrilled, everyone is home.
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