The Past

From Solita the Stranger

Monday evening, 11:03 pm.
I am very sleepy, ask me why I have not lay my head on my pillow and close my eyes, welcoming dreams.
I do not know. facebook kept me busy. I tried name generators. I got fancy results. few epic names.
Fiya the shrieking, Princess of Eltano
never crossed my mind being a princess (laugh out loud)
Oh I faced biology exams earlier today, well that's hell of a crap. no need to discuss more. I hope my sentences quite clear to explain my comments. look something brighter, I'm going to end all of these emotional trials in a matter of... 3x24 hours. probably the only ending I can not wait for.
Mid June is nearly here, I'm not planning for swimming across pacific ocean or trespassing white house, I need remarkable vacation in year 2009, probably gigs every weekend. should be superb cool
I'm turning seventeen this year. how... enchanting.
I've watched P.S I Love You on the afternoon. it was very sweet. I cried and again, very sweet. I was on the border line between envy and hate those kind of movies, something made you jealous ended up crying. that was a bumper.
The views ever so sweet, Oh Ireland!
I adore Irish-slash-British-guy
I'm almost drowned.
I always believe someday.. we'll know.
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my ears begging to hear your voice, by holding phone that never rang from yours.
'Incoming call
_____ '

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play it in a cold way

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oh I forgot to say hello to JUNE! nearly ended my exams and having beach on next weekend! summer summer summer summer, my favorite season of all time!
I barely feel wind nowadays. the heat was over whelming, even at night like this I can't have my hair down, cause it's too hot.
oh well everything's going fine, I'm living my days. I have Biology exams tomorrow, I have not study yet, probably I will starts in an hour from now.
what I have been doing since morning was sleeping sleeping and another grocery shop, the trolley I used was very annoying though I don't give a *beep*.
sleeping is epic, you know why.
and and and tomorrow is hey hey ho Monday, in another words.. my last week, LAST WEEK OF TORTURING EXAMS.

anyhow, I would write things but I'm not so in the mood for telling story, so later on lads.

oh Robert. never can get enough of him, he's not a human, he's truly vampire for me.
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Another Smithsonians Battle

I was suck in bed yesterday, no matter how, I'm feeling very well tonight.
higher level of sensitivity because of pms, you know.. girl-y thing.
Jakarta's getting hotter. I dunno what's wrong.
Saturday went fine, watched another Smithsonian battle!
pictures tells better
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last night crowd - andra, iki, faldi, abu, angga
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"Hello mommy?" "No, you dial the wrong number. I'm daddy"
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you gave me the choke key

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no matter how I'm feeling, the sky will stay clear, the sun will rise and set.
Honestly, I do not know why I'm here. There is no point at all. Oh, wait, seems like I live in pointless park, where no horse allowed. This is my brain talking......
television turned to monotone, I wonder when they'll get bored.
Discovering Jakarta still linger on my mind, I'm enjoying taking public transport such as busway,
I'm gonna take you on a ride if you have a plan for visiting Jakarta.
I want pictures, loads of pictures. pictures. pictures.
I had difficulties at night to sleep, recently I slept above midnight hours, that is not healthy, but I have not figure out yet how to cope with it.
I'm fine.
Okay, he told me he stopped smoking, and what a beautiful lie.
but here is the case, tell me anything anyone could've been mentioned, but not one, so far,
could make me hate and with such disgrace stop adoring him.
THAT'S THE CASE I HAVE NOT SOLVED YET SINCE 6 MONTHS AGO!
wow those sounds very pity of me.
Don't go offline, I like seeing you online, telling me you're there. safe. even I'm not typing anything to you, keeping the distance for survival. this another un-healthy habit of mine.
last night stomach ache strikes me, I could not even stay in front of the pc.
and now my head spinning like whirl wind.
Nothing is up with today, I'm just glad everyday I walked out my class, finished every battle, and I'm still alive, and getting closer to summer (read: holiday).
summer.. beach, sunset, sleep all day, midnight-out and that is what I called life.
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Mid-week


I'm sick, and it doesn't feel good at all.
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temporary

I'm counting starts from one, two and three, but I guess I'm missing numbers.
I mentioned Alphabets, A, B, and C, there when it ends. My day went well, I tried to diminish my presence on twitter, it got too much people now. I am fully awake right now, I shall not be afraid.
You know what?
settled your self somewhere you might comfort at, listen to your favorite songs, sing until your lungs give out, live the moment, tell you're self you'll be alright because you will.
A friend of mine told me, when you have fear, you're starting to wield scantily a responsibility. by mean it was good.
I feel fine, incredible, scared, pity, and in love. those were fine, right?
My day went fine, as the school ended pretty early, I went to Zara's crib, and we put
on superb clothes, then we discovered Grand Indonesia-Plaza Indonesia, we took pictures and ate sushi, I did want sushi since couple days ago, and I still couldn't get enough. I was amazed and aware why Sushi..is very...addicting. sort of pointless but still entertaining.
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mini california roll
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want sum beeeeeeer eh, mate?


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a song by monkey to millionaire hypnotized my ears, those taste incredible, something spectacular beneath the note. School haven't steal my attention, and I'm scared about it. I could not text someone over there because I never had the courage to type, am I so pity?
and in love, when I sit tight on Jakarta Busway, I heard voice that reminds me to a memory, and I laughed at myself, oddly feels right. another step I took on the road, another memory passed over in mind. he became permanent tenant in my brain somehow.
Oh, Nael probably on the plane to India right now, gah, I guess he will miss another birthday party (again) of mine. I'm not going to see him on ingredients show, or at Happy Jack this time around... sad.
Just hoping he'll take care of himself well there.

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Tall

I've been listening to Indonesian songs which is slightly improvement of me,
Tell me crap tell me rubbish tell me anything. it has been quite rare emotional week, I used to sing I used scream I used to ignore everything.

all the used thing has change, tears taste so good yesterday. I feel weird and not sure what exactly I'm feeling.
I wanna go somewhere they don't know, just me and my thoughts, I'm going to discover Jakarta like no one ever did. that's cliche, I'm not going anywhere without my mates. but deep down I need those alone time,
I feel weird. only weird person thinking to go somewhere alone.
I was not that kind of person, I know. that's why I said it's weird I have those sort of feeling.
I started to have fears.
I'm afraid.
I'm asking peculiar questions, sure about life, of course life.
I should know what should I do,
I have to.


I don't feel kind of a talker now, this what I have been doing since mid day (youtube-ing):
- trailer new moon
- replika video clip
- merah accoustic

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