Smolder

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Spoiling my solitude for staying inside the house for weeks had successfully fading my memory of outside world normality. With the less contact with people, the level of my tolerance towards other human being was slightly low.

These past four days I have been accompanied by one of my favorite pleasure of all time. I found my brand new source of inspiration. I hardly able to describe about it though. Can't say it's perfect yet but it nearly reached there. I love it. Been a while my sight living in some kind of empty state of such scenes, which making me sobbing like a baby, and I basically glad to find it.

Uh, anyway, speaking of inspiration, I have finished my short novel, called Ingenue. Been working on it for quite a while. Had the thought of the main story in October 2009. Several changes of plot during the process, and going on and off writing it till fully wrapped early this month.

Story of a girl, involved with someone from her past and someone from the current time in the same time.

That sort of story.

Have not decided yet what am I going to do with the short novel, but seemingly my hands already got itchy to write another piece of literature-fiction.

Oh, and I'm starting to like tumblr. I think we're going to be best friends.

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It's Not Always Easy, But I'm Here Forever.

McFly

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This is about everything that inspire you, your soul and your life.

When you listen, there is this tear drop of joy screaming at the edge of your eyelids.

It keeps running down, melted on your soft cheek

as it slides without pain and nothing else but love, bits of affection.

When it touches your lips, the indefinite feeling rushing through your veins giving you no time to speak nor arrange words to make it clear.

Everything is shut under one sensible condition; consist of everything and anything you wished for.

Does not have the limit of any space of time.

Forever, these eyes are going to tell the truth.

Swear up to mostly all figure, both living or dead on the entire galaxy, will stay and defend.

And nonetheless, for the heart that never lies.

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#maythe4thbewithyou

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I'd like to say thank you to whoever invented mp3boo.com due to the common exception towards Indonesia for the isolated distribution of import CD's which some also included recommended artists that I would likely to hear, I was able to download many albums through it.
I kind of feel bad not purchasing the actual CD but there were some part of me that believe it was not about buying the real album, musician basically wants their music to be heard no matter how it gets to the listeners ears. Only the producers that would like to have profits from the album sales.
ANYWAY, I have not got out from apartment in two days straight. And today, I went out to accompany my grand mother to the dentist which was fun. Been spending the whole day with her. Simple. Good day. To be honest, I felt like an alien seeing town. Back with traffic and cars. Internet seemed quiet yet entertaining these past couple of days I almost forgotten the loud noises of outside world.
I kept breaking my own promise to get back writing since I got the whole time in the world but I always find something else to do which was not entirely productive.
Mind was being rebel these days. Screaming for something fresh out of the dump area of lousy ideas. I secretly wish songs that I have downloaded the other day may help a little to tame this, unsatisfied thoughts. Or even better, turning on the lights of this city back alive.

pictures were taken one day before McFly concert at Au Lait cafe. Hanging out with homies finally after the hectic exams which set us apart for a little while.
credits for Hanna Theodora.

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Remembers a Voice and Hears Him Sing

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I think I gave my all on today's stalker activities. Was not my intention though but one link could link to other million links spread over the magical wire. I did not think I may have pulled another stalker skill any further. Thus, in the same time I realized I have missed lots of news. And hereby, I would like to say thanks to thy internet for serving me non-stop spicy links to consume during my plain day. Can't tell you how much (uncountable) webs I have been looking on for the past twelve hours. It was not quite bad at all, considering the lack of interest for doing anything else related to moving my ass around.
I have been noticing how good things going since McFly went here. I knew that I have this profound feelings towards them but I was not quite aware weeks ago, I wrote earlier in 2009 such a post and this post which embracing my affection towards Dougie and the rest of the guys of course. Reading that, I must have been the happiest girl in the entire galaxy when I met those bloody good looking lads last week. I was, actually. Still could not stop pinching myself - making sure I was not dreaming - and thanking God for every second that passed when my eyes could gaze right into them.
If I will ever have a biography in the future, meeting McFly last April definitely will be in it. Probably one of the highlight of my teenager year. Or maybe the reason why I am able to launch the biography book itself. Who knows. The event has over shadowed me for the last couple of days. Twas the best of the best. So I was not quite excited as much as I did last Sunday, towards anything else. Noted, it was not that I did not feel excited at all. Just not as much.
I just got back from Bandung, the closest getaway from Jakarta, for several days. Visit lots of new places I have never been to with my closest high school mates, the one and only, International Class 2011. Though flu caught me bad on the very second day. Still, good times. Then continued with my parents for another two days where I really feel using the real function of Bandung city, which was shopping. All hail factory outlets! Now I finally have something new in my closet. Been dying for reincarnation in any form around here! Slowly getting one though.
Ok. Last but not least, congratulations for William and Catherine! Hope the wedding based from true love and there shall be no divorce. Amen. I mean it. Good to have king and queen all together in one piece of royal art

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If Someone Ask Why Am I Still Awake, Tell Them It's Dougie's Fault.

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I hope you all spare the mercy upon me during the hardest phase after seeing someone who have been waited for too long agenda. I kinda suck using this highly motivated technologies. I lost my bluetooth hardware while my laptop has not been supported with bluetooth connectivity. And I am currently on the ultimate urge of changing my background image on my deary blackberry. So I've got to post few of Doug's best pictures I have found somewhere between the sea of information, the internet. As I go on doing my best job in the middle of the night as a surfer. Surfing the internet, I stumble upon this video which shot in my home country, Indonesia. The last question blew me away. I should have not seen this. Though I knew the case. But still, it keeps me awake. Like forever.

It has been a while for me for able to feel this again. Been good & blessed!

There are things that I'd like to keep still as a secret. And sometimes I'd chose to lie just for the sake of keeping everything undercover. Just sayin'

credits to: http://sweetastoffee.tumblr.com and http://isleptwithdougieleepoynter.tumblr.com

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Galaxy Defenders Stay Forever

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"It was rather sad than funny how something that had been planned for so long ends within a moment."
-Tom Fletcher.

Prologue:

A bit of preface, I knew McFly from Lindsay Lohan's movie called "Just My Luck". I did not catch them at the first time I watched the movie. But some day in 2004, I watched it again for the second time. My eyes caught this guy which only had one line in the movie. He was Dougie. Dougie Poynter, bassist from McFly. I was not quite sure why, I fell hard for this guy. I started to search his music, and I fell deeper. McFly easily became my favorite band. Different with any other band that I was currently listened to, McFly's songs went to the most played song on every media player I have. As if, they were the only exception for pop band; their music was rather boyband-ish but I unconditionally love them.
Then I made myspace because they have this official website where the fans can communicate to.
Not so long after, me and my best friend, Andra, started to make this novel inspired by McFly due to the intense feeling towards the band. That was the first Indonesian novel I have ever written. Two years later, we finally finished it for around more than 200 pages.
In 2005, the second year of junior high, I made the best decision from the best random thoughts ever. I made a band with the coolest girls I would like to keep for the rest of my life. I chose as a bassist; although I have zero experience related to bass. Guess why I chose bass? Yes. Because of Doug. As simple as that.
I could not imagine how sucks my life would be if I did not jump in to the that world. World where music as the president. I won't be like who I am now, with good people surrounding me, if I did not make a band.
April 2009, twitter barely launched in the cyber space. At first, it did not appeal to me since I was not quite sure about the purpose of it. But then, I made one because all of McFly members got their own personal twitter account. It makes everything easier and more simple using twitter as the media between fans and the artists.
From that moment on, I always been related to McFly.
though I fancy other bands, McFly is the only band I memorized all the lyrics. McFly also one of the reason I developed this deep and intimate relationship with United Kingdom and everything in it.
I'd say McFly came at the right time when I entered my teenage life, the first phase to live life based on my own choices.

The moment:

The news spread around two weeks in advance without sign of official message both from the promotor and band's management. The fans were left hanging by a thread. Few days later, there was another update from twitter telling the tickets were already on sale. I bought it on the second day. The moment when I bought the pre-sale ticket, I have not completely convinced I was about to see McFly live. I promised myself to focus my arse toward the national exams. So I did. The last two days of the national exams, twitter was flooded with McFly themselves telling they were about to leave London and heading to Jakarta. There, bits by bits I was starting to believe McFly is coming to town. I was ecstatic. April 21st, at the very last day of the exams, I heard McFly just arrived. I got more ecstatic. Literally. Still adapting myself with the shock McFly was currently in town, I went clueless what to do. I remember, Friday, rumor spread they were about to make appearance in one of local TV shows. It was true. I have been waiting in front of the telly for hours since early morning, then I heard McFly was called. One by one the band members showed up. There again, I cried. I saw Dougie, the reason of everything, right there on the television show, forty five minutes away driving here, in Jakarta. I was absolutely convinced more than ever, McFly is in Indonesia. My country. Where I was born. Soon I realized I have got to do something. I won't waste the chance that lies in front of my eyes.
I thank god for having the best best friends ever, the plan would not work 100% without Ryan and Andra.
Long story short, I met them face to face, hand to hand, you name it. I talked to them. Especially, I have told Dougie, he was the reason I played Bass and guess what, he seemed flattered. I've heard his voice, talking to me.
Once I was planning to go chase them to England and Australia for six years. None of the plan works though. But then, suddenly without any expectation, God has sets this plan, I do not need to chase them overseas, they come to me. Then I have seen them live. I was drowned among the songs I have been waiting for so long to sing along with them. They gave their best performance. I was completely satisfied. The best concert I have ever been so far.
The best day in my life.

If you ever heard someone says "I can't explain it in words" I've got to tell you, it's true. None of them were lies. It was something more than words. I feel like one of the American Idol contestant, and won the first place. It was like a dream come true. Or maybe it was something more than that.

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Jakarta, Kick Arse!

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I'm going to make this simple and quick, I met the love of my life after six years of waiting.
Been wishing for this too long I almost cried.
Been looking forward to see them live for like forever.
Been loving the guy since the beginning I know how to love.
Been writing too many fictions based on them.
Been using his persona as the reason why I made a band.
If you know how much I adore them, I can tell you, it is something above and beyond that.
If you have read a line somewhere between the paragraph, describing someone who fall head over heels towards someone and want the whole world knows, for me,
I want the entire universe to know that I have just met,
McFly!
And I am planning to love them for the rest of my life.

I'd say, don't give up on anything. Good thing comes to those who waits.

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