Colossal

How can things appear so ordinary when it holds so many elements as rich as the human body - the bones, blood, skin, millions of brain cells and not to mention the soul? This, the very decision that you happen to be where you are, comes from layers of countless decisions out of many options. You decided this morning to get out of bed instead sleeping in because it is just plain dumb lazy, postpone the grocery shopping to later in the afternoon and head to library instead, the decision to go to library because you have an assignment to finish, you have to finish the assignment because you have decided to go to University instead of being an actor or drug dealer, you made your decision because your parents told you so, or because you have observed the promising life university has to offer, or just because you have the privilege to do so and you have got nothing better to do, or you and your parents worked your ass off to get to where you are right now, then it long winded back to you, you as human being when God or whoever with the Greater Power there you have faith in breathe soul as your parents decided to have you, or even if you were unplanned, however the case, you are here, which only meant one thing: you were decided to be kept, to grow as you are right now. It is your decision to live today, right at this moment to read this. You bravely did not decide to end your life because hey, a heroine from one of the most watched films in history of human life and vampires, Bella Swan, once said death is easy and life is so much harder. So, well done. Give yourself pat on the back. Get a glass of wine and watch Friends. Why? Because dammit, you deserve this. We should celebrate. The fact that you are reading this is based on so many things however insignificant, irrelevant, simple-almost-to-nothing it feels like, it is colossal.