Honey, Everything Happens For A Reason.

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I have been away from thinking for quite a while. There is this kind of feeling where I know, I have to write regardless all the duties that needs to be done. England, however, is getting more real. Comparing to what I imagined four months ago, where it was only in my head and most likely now, it is actually happening.

I would say real because, I can feel everything. I have been happy. I have been hurt. I have been feeling down low. I have been at the top. I have lived, you see. The best thing so far, I noticed things I may have never noticed before or never, if I was not in England.

Every individual I have met, actually taught me something. Big things, or the littlest thing. They have took at least small role in my life. Each and everyone of them.

Moreover, I am back on track after the hideous Christmas break emotional ride. As if it happened as far as one minute ago. Weekdays, classes. Fun. It might sound weird, but I do not mind weekdays. I do not mind the college and everything; which the complete opposite what I might feel back in Indonesia. Weekend, out and about. The highlight throughout the whole week. Ultimate fun. Life is good when you see it good. Quoted from a friend of mine, just let everything falls in to the right places.

Sharing the good vibes, x x x x.

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The More I think About It, The Less I Do Control

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Life is indeed a constant changes; I have no idea why being in England, living alone, intensifies the way I am feeling on every present moment as if nothing is nearly, it always reach the top. All out. Once I feel lonely, I feel lonely as hell. Hurt? Disappointed? Happy? As if I might die because of it. See, the more I think about it, the more frustrated I got, the less I am in control. It is quite hard to get a hold of myself, recently. Not that I ever been, but still, at least I noticed that now. Too many objects, and/or subjects, trying to play with my mind. Thus, in some sense, I can feel every tiny bit of changes within my bare skin all the way inside my head. I questioned, but hardly find any clear answer. And I am still questioning. This is not indicate I dislike the life I'm living, or giving any objection towards it. This just an individual explanation of something unfamiliar.

I'm staying, man.

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Opposites Attract

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• Easy things are not compelling enough to let the brain works and telling the unconscious senses move. The level of attraction varies within the amount of difficulties involved. The more, the higher. Although this may not likely to apply on specific section of math.

• Bad mood is contagious. The best suggestion would be to stay inside the room or take long long shower until the negativity washed away leaving nothing to carry on. Unless, you do want it to spread.

• Plan is not necessarily needed - - just make omelette. In some cases, things just simply not meant to be in your hands to control.

• Things always change as the clock ticks and earth rotate. Thus, make the best out of everything. The best pain, the best sorrow, the best happiness, the best excitement, the best joy, the best friend, the best relationship, the best hours, the best drinks, the best night, the best class, the best whatever it is x

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Kiss and Tell

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Kiss and tell, everybody else and you're at your best,
When I'm making baby steps,
And I'm sick and tired of being the good girl.
And I've done my time,
You should hit the back of the line.

(You Me At Six, 2011)

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It Was Rather Funny

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sometimes it is just plainly funny, having the feeling of wanting to marry someone that you have not yet personally know well enough. How is this possible? Does the reality dead already?

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Bliss

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Dear 2011,

Thank you for being the greatest year so far. Thank you for being remarkably eventful. Thank you for being totally kick arse!

Might have to start with the unexpected yet the second best thing that ever happened in my life -- so far -- meeting the compass of my life, Dougie Lee Poynter along with his band, on April. Had been struggling to find a way to reach them quite a bit to Australia and even, London, but eventually they were the one that came to me. To Indonesia. Leaving me with more love for them than I had before. The whole six years of waiting felt like a blink when captured him within my gaze. I think, that is love everybody.

Being in the United Kingdom, probably is the first best thing that ever happened to me, so far. Best as in not only about the joy knowing new things; also about the horror of living alone on my own, the survival, the war against my own head, the homesick, the tears, the almost-depression and the weeks of getting back up to the right track I wanted to be. I have gained loads of priceless awareness, knowledge through the experience. Through times that you have no other options, but just to get through it.

The surroundings are not less appealing than the actual culture. During these past three months in Bournemouth, I have known one of the best human beings that ever walked in to my life. The diversity of background, language, culture and beliefs spiced up the sense of relationship between me and each one of them. Their personality captivate me in a good way of admiration. They simply showed me what this world has to offer. They, put me to various range of spot to see different perspective of life which I never thought before. 

A week ago I would not thought I might have this, cool New Year's Eve party on my first year 16 hours away from home. As I may have mentioned, I lived my life very spontaneously for these past three weeks. I jumped on every possible opportunity in front of my eyes. I, pretty much, did not plan anything. Even if I did, it was only 24 hours away or so. Hence, there was this secure feeling every time I wrapped up the dates and things I might look forward to.

Mother nature saved me by bringing series of events all together. Hide, the Japanese, decided to stay in Bournemouth with his lovely Slovakian girlfriend, Kristina. Along with the invitation from Alex, the English, my New Year's Eve was pretty much kicked arse! Although this group missing two great guys; Kim, the Korean, and Daniel, the racist German. 

However that did not stop the fun. We went to Sixty Million Postcards. The ultimate favorite pub. It was rather funny, the first pub I have ever been to in the U.K ended up as our favorite pub in town. After couple of drink, which Alex had started earlier ahead than the rest of us, we decided to moved to Bliss. Not my kind of place but I could not care less. Here, where the countdown happened. No fireworks due to the light British rain. No movie-business as well; for example, hot lad coming towards me during the last three seconds of 2011.

My friends were enough to keep me content and as the matter of fact, happy. Hide, Alex, Kristina, Genji, Dimitri and one other Khazakstan guy. They were the person I spent the last three seconds of 2011 with. They were all nice! Oh boy, I had a good time! I can smell from afar, this year is going to be more fun than ever and definitely will be our year! You know the best is yet to come!

x

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